I don't. That's the whole point. You don't seem to understand, it's not that I wanted to break up, I wanted you to stop spending money on me that you didn't have, because groceries, rent, etc. should have priority over me. I was willing to wait for you to get a job, etc. so that I wouldn't be the reason you couldn't get food. That was the whole damn point, and you never let me explain, then you blocked me, and I didn't know that was what you'd done, I thought you'd just logged off or wanted space, after a month I was gonna call, but I got another phone (old one drowned) and didn't have your number anymore, and then you were already over me.

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"Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth."
-- Mark Twain